If all my study in the Word does not affect my moments in this world--in this "colorful" home--then there is a disconnect. If the truth of God Himself does not affect my attitude when my blood pressure rises, then I'm missing something.
His promises of peace, joy, and faithfulness are always available, no matter the extremity of the moment. The question is, am I looking? Am I resting? Am I believing? He is able, regardless of intensity. Lord, give me Your vision.